i feel bad...

argh. i felt ill, dizzy, tired, achey, shit today at school. i feel better now though, which is good.

But...i'm sorry if i made you feel like i was ignoring you, i was in a crap CRAP mood after the science test, and fucking ill. and i feel really bad now.

i'm going to fail physics. what good is it to just do well in one bloody aspect of science when I completely fuck up all the rest??

...i also want to thank you, for everything. no matter how shit i feel, or what shits happened, one look at you and it's like..it doesn't even matter anymore, and everything just seems alright again.

...if only i had the guts to say it all to you in person.


argh fuck it

xxxxxxx