wow...

wow....i've found out a lot these past ...day lol
yesterday....i found out something that i wished hadnt have been true, but turns out, it actually isn't true!
turns out...the feelings mutual (L)
truth is...ive liked him for a longg time....but other complications caused me to keep it secret, partly because I didn't think there was any way he could ever like me like that, and also, a best friend who really liked him at the time. I just...really, realy couldn't hurt her like that. Plus she liked him more at the time.
but now things are different. yesterday had to have been one of the best days of my life.
well, the evening at least. :)


(: andd i'm also soo happy for my two other friends...who will probably be getting together soon :D:D yayyayyay *dances*
lol xD

today was.....great, in some cases....and shitty...in some cases....O.O

you could never be crap.

i'maa ...go now :)

seeyous laters munnzz

xxxxxxx

p.s kate, you know i seriously never mean any of this to hurt you. how can i hurt you, you're one of the people i want to keep a bezzie for life, because no matter what happens, we'll all pull eachother through, someway or another, right? so kate, i'm sorry. and, i really, really, do love you. xxxx

what if i knew at the time.
what if i could just hold him for one goddamned second.
what if i could just stop crying.
what if i could be normal again.
what if my life wasn't so fucked up.

stop playing me around.

and go and fuck yourself.

something i thought about when i wrote a song last night.
something i thought about when i wrote another today.
something i think about constantly.
something i need.
something i want.
something i can't live without.
something i'm falling into.

something that will probably become nothing at all.

fuck it.

club tonight!! fun, its been far too fucking fuck long.
school was goood todayy!! Got a good mark on my homework from music, and art was good too, im really glad i;m doing well in the two subjects that are most important to me.

getting my haircut tomorrow :) Prepare to not recognise me on monday....
teh hehhhhhh
mwahahhaahahahaha
moo.

ANYHOOOOOOOO

hm....

i've not posted in a while....

shrimp

toast.

I LOVE COOKIES AND CARAMEL SHORTBREAD AND YOGHURT AND CHOCOLATE AND CRISPS AND BURGERS AND CHIPS FUCK IIIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTTTTT


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you know what? I wish people would stop being so fucking pissy, playing people around, making them THINK a certain thing, when things just go and fuck up in the end.

cheese, anyone?

MEEEEEEEEEEEEE

piss off you arsehole, you fucking are a twat, i fucking HATE YOU
STOP FUCKING ME AROUND


i'll seeya.

fml.