this

we stare at broken clocks

the hands don't turn anymore

the day turns into night



if only sorrow could build a staircase,
or tears could show the way,
we would climb our way to heaven,
and bring him home again

we would do anything to bring him back to you,
we would do anything to end what you're going through,
if only sorrow could build a staircase,
or tears could show the way,
i would climb my way to heaven,
and bring him home again,
i would do anything to bring him back to you,
because if you got him back,
i would get back the friend that i once knew.

even though i'm grounded.

even though i feel like shit.

even though i'm not supposed to be here and on this computer right now typing this.

even though i thought other things were fine again but still fucked up

royally.

even though i feel like i could just step out the front door at 3am and just run away and never come back.

even though i don't feel i can do this anymore.

even though my mum doesn't give two shits about me.

even though my mum says things that make me panic until i can't breathe.



i still want to wake up tommorrow and see your eyes.

{if sorrow could build a staircase, or tears could show the way}

damn, today was a lovely day.

i guess things will get better.


things are getting better.


xxxxxxxxxxxxx

because i just fucking need it.

new me, new everything.


fresh start.

it's three eighteen, mouth tastes like the corpse of every pregnant teen

bring me the horizon rock me stripy socks bro

TIS SICK

today was damn awesome...


got something today from someone that made my day :)

<3 <3 <3

things like that really do make the world go round.

Happy and really very exciting yumyumyum, special exciting yumyumyum magnificent overly uber rebellious!

mwahahahahahahahahahaaaaaa

party till you pass out, drink till your dead, dance all night till you cant feel your legs


PARTY TIL YOU PASS OUT DRINK TIL YOUR DEAD DANCE ALL NIGHT TIL YOU CANT FEEL YOUR LEEGGGGGGGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!


Raaawwwrr.

xxx

the mirror can be your worst enemy.

your reflection can be the start of a neverending deathwish.

you use it to gain control.

and to lose what you don't want.

and then you begin to choke.