help me.

please, help me.

please, take this pain away. i've never felt so bad. i've haven't felt this low, this ache for two/three years. and it's back.

you brought it back. i never forgave you, and now i never will.


but you, i need you.

please, take my hand, take me away, and we'll run away, we'll leave all this behind, and it'll just be us, our hearts, our love, and just our eyes seeing only eachother, for eternity.

i need you, so much i feel like my insides are being ripped apart.

but

right now, you only exist in my head.


you're out there. you are.

but when will you be in here? in here with me.